I'm not sure if it's an eating disorder...Help!?

I can already tell you are beautiful by the way you talk. You are a very warming, concerned responsible person. I am 22 years old. I have modeled for 12 years, not so much anymore. I grew up in the industry where you have to be skinny and beautiful and still have energy and good breath. It does'nt work like that! I went through what sounds like the same thing you are. When I was 15 I was always grounded, not so good in school. When I talked to my old middle school counselor, she said that it sounds like eating was the only thing I was in control of. I was always grounded and my parents controled everything in my life. So, the only thing I could control was my eating, and I didnt. My friends too thought I was just trying to get attention, but I wasnt either. Its hard when you start to lose weight and you feel good because you can, but when you are the age you are, you need to be treating your body like a temple. I put myself in the hospital beacuse my organs and body got to sick and tired from just a cold. It really hurt my body in the long run, even now, and it hurt to see how I made my family feel. I now eat all day, healthy foods. And i am still tall and skinny! And you know, there is nothing better than to be skinny and people ask " how do you do it, oh my gosh!" And you get to just tell them the truth, you are happy, and healthy, and you eat healthy. They will really admire that. And let me tell you, it is SUCH a great feeling when you do things the right way. So please, do things the right way. Take care of yourself to little things in the near future wont hurt you as bad as they did me? Write me back if you need to, I would love to talk.